みきーCHAN

its been a long time coming but I just wanted to Post and say the site had been Cleaned and Redid!!!!

anyways I’ve been busy with my real Blog on VOX.COM so check me out on there the link to it is on the side bar.

I’ve been enjoying the game of Rappelz and also the Game of Sword of the New World both good mmorpg’s.

but I also been playing my Favorite FPS Unreal Tournament 2004 btw here is a vid I did of Rappelz please enjoy

I knows its been along time since I posted anything here but I just wanted to stop in and say hello.

I leave you with this song from My idol

wow I know its been a while since i posted anything on this site and i am sorry for that I just been caught up in Real Life doing things that I haven’t had real time to do anything like this. just thought I’d update and say that I am still alive and kicking…

thanks =)

Mikichan

hello everyone… how are you this New year?

I am doing great just wanted to let you all know what I have been cooking up.
I am currently doing a writing project and still at the early stages and all but I feel it will be a success =)

o btw here is a pict that I moded enjoy.

Love is something I am wanting to feel I want the Sweet caresses of soft hands touching me the warmth of the body heat cause by the closeness of the person that i can really hold dear to my heart. I DON’T want to cry silently anymore I am loosing my heart from the lack of LOVE. But yet I am a Lone and hurting… I am feeling like I am starting to be detached with The World around me and my sanity.

Here is a Song that might show more about how I am feeling:

Blues
Traveler - Just Wait Lyrics

Verse 1:)
If ever you are feeling like your tired
and all your uphill struggles leave you headed downhill
if you realize your wildest dreams can hurt you and your appetite for pain has drinken its fill i ask of you a very simple question did you think for one minute that you are alone? and is your suffering a privilege you share only? or did you think that everybody else feels completely at home?

Chorus: Just Wait……….Just Wait………..Just Wait…….And It Will Come

Verse 2:)
if you think I’ve given up on you,your crazy and if you don’t think i don’t love you well then your just wrong in time you just might take to feeling better Time is the beauty of the road being long i know that now you feel no consolation but maybe if i told you and informed you out loud i say this without fear of hesitation i can honestly tell you that you make me proud

Chorus: Just
Wait……….Just Wait………..Just Wait…….And It Will Come

Verse 3:)
if anything i might’ve just said has helped you if anything i might’ve said helped you just carry on your rise uphill may no longer seem a struggle and your appetite for pain may all but be gone i hope for you and cannot stop at hoping until that smile has once again returned to your face theres no such thing as a failure who keeps trying coasting to the bottom is the only disgrace

Chorus: Just Wait……….Just Wait………..Just Wait…….And It Will Come

Reality & Fantasy……

Reality:
is something that can be explained away and hypothesized away and even proven upon different levels of consciousness of ones mind and aptitude.. in other words it can be prove with science and math equations.

Fantasy:
is something that no one can really lay a finger on in theory. its like having faith for the unknown.. yea even its a dimension that can’t be rationalized with equations and chemical analysis.

I know this is kinda a shock from the normal posting but I am willing to start something new and fresh here on this site….

Now that I have laid down the bases of this complex yet exciting new addition I will now dive into the realms of minds and hearts and even souls… To have reality is good because its the unwavering anchor of the time and space fabric… Now that Being said I must confess that I am taking this theme to a place where the human emotions can relate and activate.

As you know Life in the “real world” is cruel and harsh even doomed in some eyes… but Life is living for an eternity with the maker of all things.. time, space, dimensions, realities, fantasies… and so on.

but as the themed topic is suggesting “Reality & Fantasy” the ying yang of total existence.

In society today there are people who are trying to stamp out “Fantasy” in ones life on a daily basis. Relying on Logic and Pure Reality (if there is such a thing). The question needs to be asked: “why rely upon Reality more than Fantasy?” Why is Reality so more important over Fantasy? Living in a Dreamless existence turns humans into monsters of pure evil lacking the ability of reasoning judgment with a just and pure heart. To say that all of this… we are doing is just a big scheme pre-orientated pre-ordained Fate already written down for some reason unknown is beyond a normal human mind.

I am trying to con vie this.. if we just relied upon Reality more than Fantasy we become like a heartless machine just functioning on a pre-programmed directive.

Fantasy is something that every human is naturally born with its call “imagination” or simpler terms “dreams”. We humans are starting to evolve into a Race were Fantasy is being replaced with Reality and the scales are starting to become unbalanced.
To Dream or Not To Dream is the question… Dreams are something that we need to equally balance the force of nature even the human soul. without dreams our known existence in life would be nothing the meaning of living would be lost forever. I myself is at fault for not dreaming enough. I know its not always healthy to be in a dream state but its been proven that when someone goes into this state of dreams and meditation the mind becomes its true form.

The term for that is Trance a state of mind where we go beyond this dimension of the time fabric. I’m no expert but I seem to be drawn to topic because of self experimentation. Wanting to know what it would be like things were different.

to be continued…

Thanks for your time
Mikichan

I just wanted to say a few words here

Thanks for stopping by and Thanks for taking an interest in my site.

I am someone who has Seen the light meaning that the ways of the Japanese are very humble yet fulfilling.

So please accept my rebirth into this world as Nichiwa and help me stay on the right path that is straight and narrow.

I hope you will enjoy this site as much as I have enjoyed setting it up.

I want this place to be a site of cultural advance.

Thanks for your time =)